Always the Tablespoon, Never the Teaspoon

Circumstances in life have got me to thinking and considering how I spend my personal time. I have spent the last two years with myself, focusing on me. And I honestly feel it is time for me to open up my world. Simply stated; I want a date a with a real life boy man.

I know that I am not 100% where I want to be in life. Quite honestly I do not think I will ever get there. All I can do is fight for what I want. But I am ready to allow another person in.

I am willing to share joint experiences while maintaining my personal life. I am truly looking for a balance.

I want someone I can cook for. I can talk to. I can reach out to. I can learn from. I can share activities with. I can laugh with. I can breathe with.

I want chaos. I want banter. I crave the ups and downs.

I have reached my threshold on playing the big spoon. I want to cuddle and snuggle. I want chivalry. And I want to spend time with someone who respects me for me.